Saturday, March 17, 2012

gum on my soul

I am not stupid.

Something is going on.

I am sure it was a miss-understanding...

fine.

I don't feel angry though

hurt, just hurt.

Maybe you just had a reason.

fine.

Ineedawaytogetofhere
I gotta find a job. I gotta make a plan something concrete.
The thought of graduation makes me panicky sometimes.
I need a sure way out far far far away. I need a place to go.
Everyone else is moving on but in a lot of ways I am stuck.
Idon'twannabeleftbehindanymore
The worst would be going backwards. I just can't go there.
God has a plan. I need to realize it may no be what I want.
He may want me there but they can't need/hold me forever.
I gotta have a future of my own. I gotta move forward too.
I'mtheonlyoneleftinthisplace

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