pondering 1

Sometimes I think I see colors that other people don't. I just always get so taken aback by the vibrancy in the world around me and I wonder if others even really see what I am looking at. I was just thinking about this and did not want to forget, I might explore the topic later.

Also it is so very boring here. I am ready to go home. :/

(but maybe really not)

I mean if nothing else I need to be less selfish and just enjoy the time with my parents they can just be difficult to deal with when it is just me.

I miss my brother, but he is never here.

(actually I sometimes think my brother is gone and that I will never see him again... I could use my brother right now)