I am insecure.

Because of this I sometimes feel that people have more fun without me and so they leave me out on purpose.

this is not true, I am just needy an so insecure that I need constant reassurance from those around me that they aren't going anywhere.. I get it from my mom I just know it and I hate feeling that way.

Right now I am lonely and sad that I am here instead of where I want to be, so it is worse now than it has been in a long time. I am strong and my friends do care and I will over come this.

I hate having these thoughts they are lies and I have to keep telling myself that.